I didn't know what to say to myself, and I thought:

No one's going to love me if I keep crying like this.

Which, naturally, made me cry.

Remember this?
"And Lot's wife, of course, was told not to look back....But she did look back, and I love her for that, because it was so human. So she was turned to a pillar of salt. So it goes."

Because it was so human.