I'm punch-drunk and exhausted, delirious and happy.
One day I shall write a whole series of volumes on the Science of Conflicting Emotions. As you can see from this post here and the one below, I'm quite the expert.
I'd rather be a contradiction than a question mark.
That will perhaps be the first line of vol. 1 chapter 1., followed by a whole lot of blank, white pages. Ah, but gray pages would be more fitting. When I have a theme, I roll with it.
Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall.